i am doing very well, beyond well.  i am living my dream!
let's just say this, a lot of energy has moved, a lot of karma cleared, a lot of fantastic things have happened.  i now have 3x less belongings, 100x less attachments, 0 financial debt, a 60 liter backpack to call my own and a path of wonder.  i'm sprouting little winglings right and left. my heart is singing and my heart is humming. i have been gracefully relieved of any and all responsibilities as a russian citizen and will be holding up my right hand to trade an oath for a brand new blue passport this tuesday.  i do not have a home adress, but a forest to walk through and a valley to gaze upon in the morning.  i use my time to do good work, make beautiful healing jewelry,  practicing patience and discipline, strengthening my connections with other beings and making new friends.  i will be traveling for the first time in my life, starting july, through thailand and indonesia, and making my way to the altai region (yay for awesome mountains and highest vibrations) to witness the solar eclipse on the 1st of august.  from there i will head straight to *reboot now*,  a pre-boom sustainability conference in idanha-a-nova, portugal. maybe it's love, maybe summer's in the air, maybe i'm going to dread my hair....



...and how are You?

let's cross paths @ (; how weird ;)

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meanwhile

some fun things worth check-in-out:

may 10 tipper plays at temple sf
http://sanfrancisco.going.com/freqo08
http://sanfrancisco.tribe.net/event/FreqoDeMayo-w-Tipper-Sat-May-10th/san-francisco-ca/c3d67c4b-c88e-4415-977c-2ca4186140c5

july 25- aug 2 multi-genre solclipse gathering in altai
www.khanaltay.org

aug 2 - aug 9 reboot now portugal
http://www.rebootnow.org/about/about.shtml

aug 11- 18 boom fest portugal
http://www.boomfestival.org/boom2008/news.php

p.s. anybody having kids out there?

=)

http://www.youtube.com/v/4ADh8Fs3YdU&hl=en

Soothing music for the heart and rising spirit. Calm, elevating and cleansing. Inspiring wind.

"Walk in Beauty" by Verdell Primeaux and Johnny Mike.  Sioux and Navajo chants. In Bliss.

http://www.canyonrecords.com/cr16304.htm     or    itunes

Go Get It Stars ::: )

No brain - no pain!

Однажьды Бог послал ворон кусочка сыр. Ну, пармезан. 
И он его тихонько жрал. Один. Как партизан. 
Сидел себе на ветка заместо табуретка  
И жрал, и жрал, и жрал, и жрал, и жрал!

Скорей-скорей, щьтоб кто-то не украл. 
А мимо щел лиса. И колбаса... Нет! Сыр! Почуял. 
И тоже сразу очен захотел. 
Прям даже весь вспотел! 
Прям даже стойка сделал, как собак. 
Вот так! 
И говорит: Привет, ворон! Жмём далее... 
Ах! Дай мне посмотреть со всех сторон,  
Какой же ты красивий нынче стал,  
Ведь я тебе давно, два... нет! три сутка не видал! 
Какой же ты теперь неординарный! 
Какой лицо! Какой фигур щикарный! 
И как тебе идет твой черный цвет! 
М-м-м... Наоми Кэмпбелл... Уитни Хьюстон, нет? 
Я прям совсем тебе не узнаю! 
Прости, щьто рядом долго так стою,  
Я просто оторвать глаза не в силах  
От твой лицо. Какой же он красивий! 
С тебе портрет надо писать, картина,  
И помещать всемирний паутина. 
С тобою рядом даже Мона Лиза  
Не смотрится.  
А, так себе... Огрызок... 
С тобою рядом сам Софи Лорен,  
Как рядом с роза - огородний хрен. 
Прекрасен верх твой и прекрасен низ! 
И пусть с ума сойдет от зависти Борис  
Вот этот... как его там... Моисеев! 
Твой задний низ - гораздо красивее! 
Так говорит лисиц. И тихо-тихо  
Подходит ближе. Хитрий, билят, чувиха! 
На твой на лоб написано вот тут,  
Щьто ты закончил главний институт. 
И щьто с медалью ты закончищь академий. 
Я зуб даю! Щьто Нобелевский премий  
Тебе вручат, ну, максимум, в субботу! 
За математика контрольную работу. 
Я глаз даю! Щьто умных в этом мире  
Всего лишь двое: ты и Пентиум четыре. 
Спасибо, Бог, щьто ты позволил мне родиться  
В один эпох с этот великий птица! 
Так говорит лисиц. И ближе, ближе  
К ворон свои пододвигает лыжи. 
Ворон - молчит. Надулься, как индюк! 
Аж пузо випирает из-под брюк. 
Такой прям важный стал, как будто царь. 
Как генеральний птица-секретарь. 
Ворон... А щьто ворон? Он клюв разинул. 
Про сыр забыл. Из рот его не винул. 
И каркнул так! Щьто тут же подавилься. 
И вместе с сыр он с дерево свалилься. 
Щьто дальще? Пищевод. Желудок. 
Лиса голодний был ублюдок! 
За польчаса ворон переварил  
И... Стал он не такой, как был. 
Мораль: 
Когда имеещь сыр - сиди и кущай. 
И никого - не слущай! 

впервые в жизни сварила грибной суп.
получила очень много впечатлений, в основном вкусовых.
теперь сижу перевариваю, прихожу в себя.

было офигительно, большое спасибо.

Here's my line up. Perhaps we throw it down togetha in da grrrrrind :::)

zERO GROUND
dec 29 at the regency ballroom
http://www.zerogroundsf.com/
many thanks to the symbiosis, raindance and antennae crews!


FREQ NASTY
dec 31 at somarts
http://www.tantrasf.com/NY08.htm
thanks to tantra, antennae, know:audio and ambient mafia!


BREAKFAST OF CHAMPIONS 08
jan 1 at whisper 6am HERE
thanks to space cowboys!

лежу на кровати я
в лыжо обутое
то ли лыжо не едет
то ли я ебанутое

Here I am taking a flash 1 class. seems cool. can't animate anything yet. oh well. another day in front of the screen and we'll have it. now the ultimate kuestion is how does one upload a .swf  to LJ? is there a way to convert the format into jpg/png/gif/tiff?
that's all for now. many thanks.

good bye hdd

Let's throw it down

Tonight at 1015 ::::::::: Get Freaky ::::::::::
http://www.an-ten-nae.net/events.html



On Saturday, September 8th,

Musician and Filmmaker, Michael Franti with Guerrilla Management present the 9th Annual 911 Power to the Peaceful Festival at Speedway Meadow in Golden Gate Park. PTTP also features morning yoga, an open-air art gallery, a healing arts tent, a DJ tent, vendors and food booths, eco village, kid's zone, bicycle coalition, and social, environmental & political organizations tabling & forums. www.powertothepeaceful.org/set_....html

9:00 - 10:00am YOGA PRACTICE with NICKI DOANE & EDDIE MODESTINI
10:00 - 11:00am RISE! YOGA AS PEACE IN ACTION W/ SHIVA REA
11:00 - 12:10pm HOT BUTTERED RUM
12:25 - 1:20pm LIFESAVAS
1:30 - 2:00pm MICHAEL WHAT I BE BOOK SIGNING AT KIDS ZONE (Upper Meadow)
1:40 - 2:50pm INDIGO GIRLS
3:30 - 5:00pm MICHAEL FRANTI & SPEARHEAD

DJ TENT
11am - Noon DJ J Boogie
Noon - 1pm DJ Hey Man!
1:00 - 2:00pm DJ Nickodemus
2:00 - 3:00pm DJ Spooky
3:00 - 4:00pm Bassnectar
4:00 - 5:00pm DJ Adnan

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This Sunday :::7/9/07

After an amazing Burning Man, with a party which will be remembered for a long time to come, we would like to invite you to hang out with family, exchange stories, eat good food and get down with some good music... with extatic "Meows", and satisfied "Barks" we eagerly await your arrival...

::: Happy Camp ::: tribes.tribe.net/happycamp
~Post Burning Man Decompression~ w/ Alien Mental (Live), Dylalien, LeoHawk, Sunchild and more...


:::Your Happy Camp Magicians:::
Alien Mental (Live),
Dylalien,
LeoHawk,
Sunchild ,
and more...

:::Location:::
To be realesed by Thursday or Friday, which will be in your invites folder...
:::Time:::
Sometime around 11am until somewhere around 5pm
:::For More Details:::
Stay Tuned

borderline distrubing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBVmfIUR1DA

this is for all of you iphone lovers. enjoy.

http://www.willitblend.com/videos.aspx?type=unsafe&video=iphone

скоро будут фотографии for your viewing pleasure.

can somebody please explain to  me  why carrots go bad in ONE day no matter where I put them, inside a fridge or not??

работа кипит
расплавлены мозги
кипит работа

the morning was full of glory.  couldn't sleep till 6 am.  my friend, I praise your cooking! 2 slices of home-ey tiramisu did me right in! I tripped my face off the kitchen walls on the 2 slices till 6 am!!! being a random human speci-woman in big wild pile, i got busy rediscovering my human body-mind-spirit complex. (*гыы-гы-гы*)  simple conclusions, i feel outdated, my composition so imperfect - the mind unaware of the body-unaware of emotions - unaware of the mind. "WHO"S BRAIN?!?!" who, who in their *#$*%&^*!@* intention fashioned me in this way?! placed here upon someone's whimsical experimental desire,  smack in the middle of a zoo. insanity all around!  beware of the angry humans!!! we're unable to integrate the only 3 gears we're given! and thus we are dangerous, self-destructive creatures with the four fingers, and the big brainy thumb fighting over the vast unifying palm!!!
I, the speci-woman, I demand improvements! I demand a genetic upgrade now! right here! bloooooooooooop.  I want the key to my brain! How come the information stored in my very own soft and goooey vehicle is not available for my own joyful use?! has anybody seen or read the manual?! Has anybody wiped  their ass yet?! And somebody please tell me where the fuck is baby Jesus??
Now, who ever said that of all the species on Earth humans have the most developed communication skills? I say we are incompetent with our puny means of language, our undeveloped *technology*, stuck in our great separation from each other, unable to transcend the chaotic emotions, chemical imbalances, unaware of our own thoughts speradically tumbling in a gigantic dryer, hopeful of attention and power over other creatures without any power over our selves! Shame on us! God, upgrade me, I beg, I want to know the whereabouts of my internal organs! I want to know how the blood travels through my veins! I want to be aware of every living cell in my body! I want to be able to interpret information whole! Why, for my own sake am I sitting on my ass writing all  this shit, coming down from my sugar high,  uncapable of understanding the dimentions of my laptop, only perceiving the visual picture, locked in my one, two, three, four, five  senses? I want to integrate!!! I want to  look at you, and you, and you , and you, and the house across the street and see past the image that I am seeing. I want to feel, I  want to  sense, I want to know my whereabouts, my genetic histEry, my biological composition, some way other than reading it in a book.  I want to direct this piece of shit brain of mine to the memories stored in my own body!!! Why can't I turn on the flashlight inside my skull???  God, please, let there be mercy on my kind, let there be evolution for my kind, so that I know about the climate change, about the grand planet which I don't even *roam* upon! Fuck the  internet and fuck the media, and fuck the telephones, and fuck all the stupid inventions of our *time* ( what the fuck  is time anyway? who came up with such a concept???and which one of you fuckers is sporadically consuming stimulants???)  all of which are unnecessary for my personal development in space. Fuck externalization! Internalize the knowledge! And fuck, prayer ain't enough! I  WANT THE WAY IN!!!!

before I puke myself out on you

"When the countdown is done, the Man surrounded by an eternal flame raises his hands toward the stars as he glows with florescent might to the sounds of Shpongle!"  <<<wtf does posford have to do with any of this? =)



http://www.apple.com/downloads/dashboard/justforfun/burningmancountdown.html